| me and my love brandon |
[Nov. 22nd, 2003|10:57 pm] |
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| | every part of me ; jump5 | ] |
i went on a 3 hour drive today to see jump5! i love it. their energy was incredible, their voices are better than everrr, and need i say anything about their dancing? hello, they do gymnastics AND crazy madd dancing, and manage to sing live amazingly. that brittany really blows me away with that voice coming out of her little body .. the others do too, but i've always been a sucker for brittany's voice. and yes, too bad me and brandon are soooo getting married asap =)
only posted this in the old journal cause i needed somewhere to post the pic instead of sending it to everyone who wanted to see. there's no libby because i didn't get a pic back with her in it yet .. but i included my favorite pic with chris, brittany, lesley, and me .. and then of course me and my love brandon<3
now i gotta wait 3 weeks to see them again. how sad! |
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| well .. bye |
[Nov. 18th, 2003|11:02 pm] |
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| | get down ; backstreet boys | ] |
i'm peacin out!
i'm not gonna update this journal anymore as of right now for a multitude of reasons that i don't wanna get into. nothing really bad .. like no one's harassing me or blackmailing me and no one's stalking me or anything, haha. just personal reasons. i'm still gonna use it to read friends journals, so don't take my off your friends list. thanks for the loveee. xoxoxo |
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| at night i pray that soon your face will fade away .. |
[Nov. 17th, 2003|10:15 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
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| | everytime ; britney spears | ] |
school was good today .. lots of homecoming stories and whatnot. holy whoa! dane's party got outta control and there ended up being like 200-300 kids at nicole's house engaging in sex, drugs, drinking and stuff .. and the cops came and it was a bigggg mess. kids got like, one year probation for being there and stuff .. i was like wowww, good thing i'm a good kid and just went out to a nice dinner after! after school, it was amazing .. i came home and did calculus for like 2 hours. i just did problems over and over until i understood what i was doing. i never ever do that. i felt mighty proud. i'm definitely gonna rock that quiz tomorrow.
oh boy, the britney special came on tonight .. did i mention lately how much i adore that girl?! she's great in so many ways. she's so pretty and great. and her new song "everytime" is like .. amazinggg. definitely is on repeat right now. haha, britney's madd cool. i love it.
billy showed me some of his homecoming pictures .. there's definitely one of me and shaun that makes me smile like whoa. i love it x9238490234 .. i showed lizzie like right after i got it, haha. i was so excited.
notice me .. take my hand
why are we strangers when
our love is strong?
why carry on without me?
everytime i try to fly
i fall without my wings
i feel so small
and everytime i see you in my dreams
i see your face, it's haunting me
i guess i need you baby ..
i looooove this song. like, crazyyy love it. |
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| who needs a louie vuitton purse? ME! |
[Nov. 16th, 2003|09:22 pm] |
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| |  lonely | ] |
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| | bridge over troubled water [live] ; clay aiken | ] |
the day after homecoming .. i missed last night. it was really fun times! my mom went on and on about shaun .. and then dan was like, "i know you guys are just friends, but you looked good together" .. i was just like hmm let's not go there, touchy subject. basically, i just kinda hung out around the house today. i organized some stuff, got backstreetified [what can i say, it's been a while], and rested. it was nice. then i had harmony, which was fun. me, shaun, claire, and billy wore our homecoming t-shirts. oh man, we were hot stuff. and nessa brought me some of her good cookies!
on the ride home, i started thinking about stuff .. anddd yeah, i think my heart's tired of being all broken. i've been such a good kid this year .. santa should bring me a nice boy who likes me for real so i can have a nice boyfriend, lol. last night was so nice, i felt like a little princess .. i need a night like that once a month and i would be one happy kiddo. i mean, i'm a nice girl and i'm adorable [haha, don't you love the modesty? i'm just kidding] .. i wish i knew why everyone convinces me certain people like me and worse, why i further convince myself of it .. it's not fun at all. okay, i'm done being a girl, i swear! ew i hate having girl moments.
clay aiken just won an american music award and it made me smile. i definitely missed britney's performance though .. and dude, why are the ama's on in november? they're definitely an january award show .. |
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| homecoming! |
[Nov. 16th, 2003|01:01 am] |
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| | more than friends ; 3lw | ] |
oh boy, it was fun times tonight!
but i didn't update yesterday .. so i stayed home to "do college applications" .. yeah that didn't happen. so i convinced tara to stay home from school too, and we went to denny's for breakfast. mmm, it was delicious! but before that, commerce bank was being ghettoooo! the coin machine was being stupid, so we had to go all outta our way to get money, lol .. then we went to her house to look at her dress [which was beautiful!] and then to the mall to find her a purse, but that didn't happen .. then she brought me home so she could go pick up jaime. it was fun times .. i missed hanging out with her!
today, i woke up at 11am, which is wayyy late. so i had to get ready right away to go over to hello gorgeous. the lady that did my hair was mrs.skelly's mom, haha .. she was a sweetheart. she did my hair real big, which made me happy because it evened out my big head, hahaha .. then this sweet girl did my makeup. i was excited. i felt really pretty for once. it was nice.
i came home and was dead tired .. so i attempted to take a nap without messing everything up. charles in charge was on .. SCORE! loooove that show. so i slept for and hour, got dressed .. mom-mom came over and OH MAN .. we are going on the lupus cruise! oh man, that's 3 vacations so far for 2004, which is amazing. better yet, meeting howie = hooray. 2 backstreet boys in less than a year .. go me. that made my life. anyway, then it was back to homecoming, lol
shaun came over, my mom was being a mom and took 2384729834 pictures, and we left .. really early. we drove around for a while, and then i realized i forgot the tickets, haha. so we went, got them, and went back. it was fun times. i didn't talk to hardly any of my friends though, but it was all good .. lots of obnoxious people wearing obnoxious outfits, lol .. typical highlandness. homecoming court is pretty good .. i love that all the boys rock my world. i liked most of the girls .. too bad i should've been up there. and too bad i'm gonna be in prom court .. lol
after the dance, shaun and i went to applebees, mmm! you know i had to get those mashed potatoes .. it was nice hanging out, just me and him cause he's my favorite. we talked and stuff, and ate some good food. he makes me smile. then he took me home, and i walked in and just sat down and smiled for like 5 minutes, haha .. i'm such a girl.
overall .. i felt pretty, which is rare .. some highland people are obnoxious, it makes me laugh .. shaun's my favorite .. i LOVE vanessa, she is definitely a huge part of this night rocking my world .. the boys on homecoming court are great .. hmmm, anddd i'm still single, which sucks, haha
this was an amazing day. i love it, i love it, i love it! :) |
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| friendly's party with my homies |
[Nov. 13th, 2003|11:10 am] |
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| | you got it bad ; usher | ] |
last night was fun times like whoa! me, lizzie, and matt went to friendly's for our midweek festivities. it was good stuff. i had some buffalo chicken strips, mmm. we just talked a lot. it made me happy cause i missed lizzie while she was in arizona! then, i wanted an oreo freeze, so we ordered from the outside window, lol .. the wait was forever, so i made up my "cg freestyles" for a while about random stuff. i had matt and liz rollin on the ground. it was GOOD TIMES! then we walked back to matt's house, watched tv, and then mr.tait brought me and liz home.
so far, today is going pretty good .. calculus is freaking crazy. i am gonna fail this next test like whoa. it's reallyyy hard, as in chloe's not getting it even a little bit. and that's rare, i'm good at math. it's some hard shizzle yo. in sociology, we got new seats. how sad, i don't sit next to justin anymore! i'm gonna miss him, haha. i just moved over a seat .. akv2 was absent today, but i'm hoping his seat is near me so i can stare at his hair because it's delicious and i love it, hahaha. early childhood was boring .. derrick busted his asssss! haha, oh man, it was great. he fell backwards in his chair and we all died. and mrs.james moved johanna's seat, so now i sit with kelly! yay!
i can't be in homecoming court anymore because i don't have a renaissance card from 4th marking period last year .. that's ghetto in so many ways. hello, it's a new school year AND it's 2nd marking period, so we should have used renaissance eligibility for 1st marking period .. but it's okay. it made me happy that people told me they wrote me in and voted for me anyway, hahaha
i'm not going to school tomorrow, which makes me happy because i wanna spend the whole day prepping for homecoming, hahaha .. and also finishing college essays and stuff because i keep procrastinating on it and i am sooo busy the next 2 weeks, so that cuts my time to work on it down to NOTHING. and sleeping in is a very nice thing indeed. ahhh this weekend is going to be amazinggg!
i'm pretty sure i made first honor roll this marking period, woo! too bad i'm beasting senior year .. and too bad i'm sooo getting principal's list next marking period :) |
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| what what |
[Nov. 12th, 2003|03:49 pm] |
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| | have a little faith in me ; mandy moore | ] |
today was fun! went back to school .. didn't wanna do much work, so i basically didn't, haha. in early childhood, we talked about the pvi variety show the whole period! it wsa fun times. me and cj were all excited about it. we decided that when i get a record deal, cj and asian kids are gonna be my backup dancers, hahaha .. and justin was like, "when you get your deal, you better remember me" and i was like OF COURSE! it was fun. i can't find my school id, so no library during study hall. booo! we started health today instead of gym, and talked about the blood drive. i would love to donate blood, but i'm a scaredy cat. that was the only important parts of my day pretty much ..
ohh! so me and cj were talking, and turns out anthony told him after the variety show that he thinks i "still like him, maybe" .. whoaaa, he wishes! i thought that was cute though. too bad i don't like him like that anymore .. he's soo 6th and 9th grade, hahaha! i gotta hang out with him one of these days.
homecoming court voting tomorrow .. eee! excitable!
it's wednesday and i'm starved .. this calls for midweek festivities with the girls! |
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| it's alllllllright cause i'm saved by the bell! |
[Nov. 11th, 2003|10:40 pm] |
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| | this is the night ; clay aiken | ] |
today was nice and calm. i woke up, got a quick bubble bath, made some lunch .. i cooked! nessy will be proud of me. then i attempted to write an admissions essay for temple. i wrote half of it, and then got bored, lol .. so i did some singing, which was fun times. i wanna sing "cryin shame" by lindsay pags for our variety show, but i have to email her and see if i can get a track for it .. i hope i can!
i've been all christmas-ified lately .. i love christmas music. you know i popped those nsync and jump5 christmas cds today and listened to them with all that holiday cheer. oh man, it was fun times. i'm excited for the holiday season. i wanna go see santa at the mall.
i don't wanna go back to school tomorrow. i'm enjoying the whole not having to do school work thing, haha! but it'll be nice to see everyone again.
3 days til homecoming! i'm excited like whoa! |
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| it's almost over! |
[Nov. 10th, 2003|11:30 pm] |
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| | i'm like a bird ; nelly furtado | ] |
i can't believe tomorrow's the last day of break!
yesterday was nice .. i spent the day sleeping. literally. i woke up around 8am and then went back to sleep from noon until 5pm, when i had to get ready for harmony. needless to say, i was more than energized for harmony. we didn't do too much .. but it was a fun night.
today, i played super mario world alllll morning. fun times. then i went to nessa's around 3:30pm to hang out. we made a yummy cake .. it was chocolate with buttercream frosting. it was delicious. we definitely redeemed ourselves from the bad cake we made on saturday, haha. then we went to the mall with jess! it was sooo good to see jess again. i missed her! i love that girl. and she just moved to ballantree, which makes me happy because now we live like 3 minutes from each other. it was fun times .. i got new iversons, which makes me happy.
tomorrow is last day of break before it's back to school. booo .. too bad i definitely need to take off one day this week, haha. and saturday is homecoming .. i am oober excited like whoa! |
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| "girl you trippin!" |
[Nov. 9th, 2003|12:11 am] |
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| | oh no she didn't ; isyss | ] |
the pvi variety show was the shizzle. whoaaa, it was so weird to see good old friends .. from cwl, and even further back than that. man, everyone looks so different! we're so old now! it's crazyyy. i saw lots of people .. andrea white, katelyn casper, kelley davis, megan hellander [i miss her so much!], kristin bennett, christie buonopastore, ashley lauri, andrea ford, and other people i can't think of. hmm, who else .. cj was there with the whole asian gang, which was fun times. oh man, that one crazy boy was hugging and kissing me, it was kinda weirding me out, haha. it's all good, he's sweet. he wanted my autograph. fun times. i also saw mike and matt and kim .. and like everyone i knew ever. it was crazily crowded! i didn't see richard and luke though! i missed them like whoa.
as far as the actual show performances .. it was pretty good! the emcees skits were cute. shaun definitely said "girl you trippin" and "that's my jam" in the skits, representin some chloeisms! oh that made my day. he's my hero now forever. and this one kid kyle was great .. he was adorable. let's see, i liked "ghetto asian invasion" [as me and ness are calling it, since it wasn't really asian invasion], grace panes, colleen, the senior girls, mike byro, and jenna & ryan. it was fun times. i love variety shows. i can't wait until ours. too bad me and cj are gonna rock that shizzle.
after the show, we were walking around, and all of a sudden i hear, "CHLOE!" and i'm like whaaaa?! and then i turn around and it's good old anthony bonagura. it was soo nice to see him again, although i'm still thoroughly amused that the last 3 times i've seen him, he's been all sweet and let's-be-friends like. it's like .. too bad you couldn't have done that before instead of being a *coughcough*, hahaha. it's all good though. he's a good kid. we talked for a little bit .. he's funny. we're gonna start talking more. that makes me happy.
me, shaun, and nessa went to mcdonald's afterwards and then came back to my house to eat it. it was fun times. we just kinda hung out and talked and watched weird stuff on tv. then shaun left, and me and nessa hung out and sang random songs and stuff. then we went to bed. i was beat.
today, nessa was here allllll day! we hung out in our pajamas and played super nintendo for like .. 6 hours, hahahaha! i love us. it was fun times. then she left around 9pm.
it's basically been a great past 2 days :) |
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| whoa |
[Nov. 7th, 2003|01:43 pm] |
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| | if i ruled the world ; nas & lauryn hill | ] |
i've had a busy and fun few days!
tuesday was just school .. i worked on college applications basically all day. as of right now, i'm gonna apply to nyu, drexel, monmouth, temple, pace, and emerson .. and probably rowan, just to have a more local choice. who knows though! my choices will probably end up changing within the next few weeks, haha .. i tend to be fickle with colleges. but my major is definitely gonna be music business communications [public relations/advertisting], and i want to try to even double major in music business marketing too .. but double major may be too much for me. college is too much thinking, lol!
wednesday was boring. i just wanted to go home since break was starting. during my 2 free periods, i looked up pricing for possible spring break trips. fun fun! then it was finally time for 6 days of no school!
wednesday night, i went to the mall with nessa to get stuff for homecoming. i got these hot shoes that i loveeee .. they tie up my leg! oh baby! and then i got earrings, a bracelet, and headpiece for my hair .. all rhinestones. they're pretty. i just gotta go with my mom this weekend to get a necklace and purse. should be fun! i'm excited. then after, i slept over nessa's house. it was fun. arielle cracks me up, haha!
thursday, me and ness stayed in our pjs all day. it was great! we made a yellow cake and frosting from scratch .. yeah, vanessa is my hero! dude, she can cook anything. it's amazing. anyway, our cake got messed up and ended up being gross. well, ness liked the frosting, and i liked the cake part. it tasted like a pancake. oh well! it was fun times though. after that, we went online, played egyptian ratscrew, and were being typical weird ness and chloe.
today, i get a whole day to do nothing but hang out around the house and get some rest. it's nice. tonight, i'm going with nessa to the pvi talent show .. yay, i get to see anthony and rich and luke! i'm excited, i miss them! and afterwards, i'm going out to eat with shaun, ness, and i think kerri. it should be fun times.
i'm lovingggg this break! i miss lizzie though .. she's in arizona :( |
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| yeeeoooo! |
[Nov. 3rd, 2003|11:04 am] |
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| | security ; stacie orrico | ] |
i'm in the library right now for my 2 off periods. oh man, i'm definitely running on barely 6 hours of sleep, which isn't THAT bad, but it's still not enough sleep for me. last night, i stayed up until almost 1am, which is crazyyy. i was talking to shaun for awhile .. it felt really good to talk to him like normal cause that was the first time that's happened in [what feels like] a looongg time. he's great.
classes so far haven't been too exciting. swanson's becoming a spaz in calculus now. she's all like kdjfklsdjfklsdjghslkd! she definitely flipped out at kyle today and he wasn't doing anything different than what he does every other day, lol. we did resumes in sociology .. that was okay. then in early childhood, we watched a movie and i listened to justin and johanna have some interesting conversations about edible undies or something .. hahaha
aw i read some of my old entries today .. i miss summer!
78ยบ today, huh? TOO BAD I'M FREEZING MY BUTT OFF RIGHT NOW! lol :) |
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| you down with harmony?! |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|09:30 pm] |
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| | still still still ; harmony | ] |
oh man .. i am alto vocal captain in harmony. WITH KERRI! haha, i love us. it feels nice to have a leadership-type of position in harmony because i work my butttt off for sure .. yay!
we did mostly vocals and some dancing. me and shawn rocked "rockin around the christmas tree" like whoa. i definitely remember that whole dance cause it's my FAVORITE! and we did "the most wonderful time of the year", which i also love. strangely, the solo i have in there [aww my first ever harmony solo, haha] i definitely only shared with rachel .. and it was before we did rotations .. it was me as the main person and rachel as the alternate. but then aimee said she did it? and i was like whaaa? katie saw me too, it was funny, haha. everyone was like, "chloe i know she didn't do it! it was you!" and i was like yeah i know, but why make a big deal out of it? oh well. all in all, it was a fun rehearsal.
what else, what else? 3 days of school and i'm done for almost a week. it'll be a nice break. tomorrow after school, it's a movie party at my house! liz, nessa, james, matt, and maybe others are coming over to watch 'american history x'. should be fun times! |
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| "hate is baggage." |
[Nov. 2nd, 2003|02:39 pm] |
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| | more to life ; stacie orrico | ] |
today's been nice and relaxing. i went to blockbuster this morning and got 'american history x'. it all started when jenna told a bunch of us harmony girls about how she couldn't handle watching it and to never watch it .. which meant that i had to go get it asap. then i found out the movie was about racism and that meant i really really needed to see it since that's a biggg issue to me ..
i really don't get the chance to say often that a movie really makes me think and has an impact on me, but this movie was incredible. seriously, probably one of the greatest movies i've ever seen. i love the presentation of the whole idea that hate is taught and can be untaught .. and how the movie shows that something as small as a father saying one thing to his family at dinner one night about his opposition of affirmative action and blacks "taking over" [little things that so much of white america says with a grain of salt so often] can spawn such intense hate. in all honesty, the movie was brutal, horrifying, and at times, mortifying to watch .. but it was so raw and real. quite a sad, but realistic look at a huge problem that is STILL occuring in american society today ..
and amazingly enough, i was even thrown away from watching at one point. i'm a tough chickie .. i don't get grossed out by much ever and i've never had to not watch something. jenna told me about the "curb scene" and i was like ahh that's gross, but i didn't think much of it .. untillll it came on, and it was really the most mortifying thing i think i've ever seen. i had to turn away and after it was over, i was gagging and felt really nausious .. it wasn't pretty. the hardest part is knowing that this kinda thing really happens in this world.
all in all though, i think the movie really made me think about life in general and the kind of person i don't ever want to be. i don't think i can ever hate anyone ever again .. it was really such an incredible movie. i don't think i'll ever get over how amazing it is. too bad i definitely need to own it now.
on positive notes .. edward furlong needs to marry me right away. he is my hero. and i saw edward norton's, erm .. lower half. which is okay because he is mighty fine, but you know.
tonight i have harmony .. woo hoo! should be exciting. |
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| too much going on |
[Nov. 1st, 2003|10:01 pm] |
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| | strong enough ; stacie orrico | ] |
so the last 2 days have been hectic, but fun!
halloween was a success and greatly wonderful! me, lizzie, claire, nessa, matt, and berger went trick or treating in timberbirch and broadmoor. it was fun, even though candy's not my favorite thing, lol .. we visited andy and katie sereno and lots of cool houses. after that we chilled at berger's for a while until dan came over. then we went to matt's for pizza cause mrs.tait is my favorite! i love her. we watched 'halloween 2' together for a little bit while everyone else was chattin. then we went back to my house to watch movies .. 'friday the 13th' and 'halloween'. but of course, they all fell asleep on 'halloween' and then woke up at the end, haha!
after that, we watched my american idol dvd and were crazy. aww my girls aren't fans of miss kelly, lol. then we did girl stuff like look at pictures of me when i was little and 8th grade pictures of me and mikey, haha! we played the "harmony list game", but liz fell asleep. then eventually, we all went to bed. this morning, we woke up, watched 'clue' on comedy central, and then the girls went home.
today was an interesting day .. i went shopping with my mom and mom-mom for my homecoming dress. i wasn't in the best mood because of things that were said last night about me .. but whatever. so we went, and i ended up getting this beautiful long black dress with a white top rim and white spaghetti straps. it made me very happy! i still have to get shoes and jewelry though ..
so we're walking to the food court to get lunch, and all of a sudden, my mom and mom-mom are like randomly talking to some people, and i'm like jiggama whaaa?! turns out it's uncle terry, my godfather who i haven't seen or talked to in who knows how long. i didn't even recognize him and he didn't even recognize me at first. so he's talking to my mom and all, and it just hit me that we didn't even know each other, and we used to be sooo close. he used to be my hero when i was little. i wanted to just cry right there. i miss my "old life" so much .. it drives me nuts sometimes. the "old life" with just my mom and me .. i miss it so much, and it kills me that i can never go back to it. and now i'm sitting here crying over it once again. it's so hard, and it makes it even harder because i have no one to talk to about it but myself.
the whole thing gave me mixed emotions .. some good, some bad. i wish i could just randomly bump into all the other family members that i don't see anymore because of whatever problems and family issues. i'm always thinking about whether or not i'll see my baby cousins and big cousins ever again. it's hard and i don't want to them to never even remember me. and then there's the whole issue of whether or not i'll ever even meet my dad .. but that's whole other topic that i don't even want to get into.
so, i'm crying now and i don't want to. i don't like getting upset over all this stuff .. i think it's just that i have no one to talk to about this stuff and it feels good to just let it all out sometimes. i don't wanna seem ungrateful for my life now .. i really am grateful, but i'm allowed to be sad sometimes, right?!
anyway, moving off that topic now .. i'm going with brookie to visit beckah at rutgers on wednesday and thursday! that makes me so excited! i miss beckah like whoa. and i saw 'texas chainsaw massacre' tonight with kevin .. we missed the beginning though. too bad i have to go see it again now! lol
an oober happy note - i got invited again to come to all access entertainment! |
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| happy halloween |
[Oct. 31st, 2003|10:10 am] |
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| | prove yourself ; pyt | ] |
i'm having an oober fantastic day so far!
in calculus, swanson taught us stuff, boo! but she also gave us candy, and then andy gave me a full snickers crunch bar for being his friend. that made me happy! we watched 'the hunchback of notre dame' in sociology, which meant daydreaming and sleeping. i'm such a girl, i almost cried at the movie because they are sooo mean to quasimotto! i woulda been his friend AND beat up all the people who were mean to him, haha ... now i have 4 periods off! well, i had early childhood, but we didn't do anything except talk. aww poor justin is all sick, i felt bad. me and cj talked mrs.james into going to the pvi variety show so she could see what it's like and we could have one at highland! yay! now i'm in study hall .. bored, cold, & hungry.
after school is when the fun begins .. i'm stopping at blockbuster to get movies for tonight, then home to change and wait for claire, then over to timberbirch for trick or treat [yay, we're definitely going to andy and anthony's houses], then to matt's house for pizza, then back to my house for partyinggg and scary movies. i'm excited! so far it's gonna be me, nessa, lizzie, matt, claire, berger, and probably others, but i'm not sure who yet. whoever wants to come!
aw man, i'm not going to see jekyll & hyde with shaun anymore on the 16th cause his mom won't let him or something. boooo! i was all excited too. it's all good though.
mandy emailed me today from good old boston. i love her. it made me smile a lot. aww and she said she has our 'sleeping beauty' cast picture hanging on her wall. she's my hero! i can't wait to visit her.
i still want a cheesesteak! haha .. i'm such a fat kid, i love it. |
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| howdy from study hall |
[Oct. 30th, 2003|10:09 am] |
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i've been doing a lot of thinking lately about things .. friends, school, life, boys .. just STUFF. it's too much thinking for one little chloe to handle. it drives me nuts! the last couple of days though, i've kinda especially been feeling a little weird as far as friends go. i think i just feel like sometimes i put more effort into certain friendships than is given in return, and that's frustrating. and then with the situation that happened a few days ago with people from school .. that hasn't so much bothered me, just further proved to me that all some people like to do is talk talk talk just to hear themselves try to sound cool, even when they don't know what they're talking about. oh well .. i just have to remind myself that i literally have hundreds of friends and tons of people who love me and are truly looking out for me .. and that in itself is a really refreshing, good feeling.
anywho, that felt good to finally get out and it feels oober wonderful to be back to myself and back to being happier and better than everrrr!
they started posting homecoming flyers out around school. the theme this year is A DREAM COME TRUE, which makes me smile. that's definitely the perfect theme because that's what this whole year of 2003 has been .. for me atleast, in so many ways. i'm so excited for it .. i'm gonna drive my mom poor though! tickets are gonna be $30 [one for me and one for shaun], dress will be around $175, hair and makeup will be around $75, nails will be $30, dress-matching jewelry will be $20, shoes will be around $60, and who knows what else .. yeah this is when i definitely don't ask my mom for money to go out for a lonnngggg time, haha! but it's worth it. i'm excited.
today, i'm going to get my halloween costume, since i couldn't last night. woo hoo! i think i'm gonna end up being good old michael myers because he's the greatest .. but i might be an 80's girl or something else. should be fun times though.
i want a cheesesteak .. extra cheese, fried onions .. you know. |
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| midweek festivities |
[Oct. 29th, 2003|09:56 pm] |
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| | hello dolly ; the cosby show | ] |
rest of the school day was nice.
i stayed at mom-mom's for a little bit after school .. hooray, 'oh god book 2' was on, and we all know that movie is my hero. then my mom picked me up around 4pm to go to halloween store, but i didn't wanna go. so me, liz, and nessa decided to go halloween shopping at the mall .. claire met up with us. it was fun times. i had a cheesesteak, but it was gross .. and an auntie anne's pretzel, mmm! we saw meg, hummer, and their friend too. it was nice bumping into them.
friday shall be fun .. i'm going trick or treating and then partying back at my house with lizzie, nessa, berger, matt, and possibly claire and brian and others. who knows. we're gonna watch horror movies, so ya'll know that's my favorite night of the year.
this has been a slow dragging week! i haven't even talked to some of my friends at all this week, and it kinda makes me sad because i've had some bad days this week and some of those friends could have made me smile .. but they didn't. oh well.
i'm tired now .. and yet, i don't wanna go to bed. |
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[Oct. 29th, 2003|10:23 am] |
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| | if u be my baby ; stevie brock | ] |
today is definitely a better day than yesterday.
i got to miss 2nd period because there was a political awareness assembly. it was boring, just because i'm not into politics and stuff. i talked to billy for a little bit, and then i sat with lea through it. then i went back to early childhood, and we were "testing snacks for the kids" .. in other words, we were eating! mmm tostitos and salsa! it was yummy, me and cj pigged out like whoa. i just got done taking a make-up vocab quiz for english, and i think i did okay actually. whoa, ms.clendining's 4th period class is nuts, and she was yelling at lawson like .. "JESUS CHRIST RYAN LAWSON, SHUT YOUR MOUTH NOW!" and i was like wowww, she spazzed! haha, it was great .. and now, i'm enjoying 2 periods of study hall. very nice indeed.
today = wednesday, and wednesday = midweek festivities, and midweek festivites = happiness! not sure what we're doing yet, but probably going to the mall since me, lizzie, and claire need costumes, and nessa probably does too. whatever the case, it'll be nice to hang with the girls!
what to do, what to do .. december 5th .. do i go to the scarf & hat harmony show in medford or do i go see greg, jesse, & stevie at burlington center? hmmmm .. me and lizzie are having a tough time deciding this one, lol
oh - this morning, they announced that for homecoming court, you have to have a renaissance card from 4th marking period last year or you can't be in it anymore .. that makes noo sense! homecoming is after first marking period ends. it should be based on first marking period criteria! oh well, maybe they won't check, lol .. |
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| booooo |
[Oct. 28th, 2003|10:42 pm] |
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| | halloween theme ; john carpenter | ] |
school today was pretty good. i understand calc, yay! and i got an 82 on the test that i definitely thought i failed, and that made me oober happy. in sociology, we did our skits. it was stupid. gym wasn't too bad .. it was the lap test, but too bad i wasn't running, lol. i just walked and talking a little with tara and laura. english was fun as always .. lou, christian, justin, & kyle make me laugh. marine science was boring.
haha, and as i was walking to marine science, katie and i were talking about her and james, and all of a sudden she is like, "well it doesn't help that you told my boyfriend i'm a whore" .. and i was like, "no i didn't", and she cut me off and was like, "YES YOU DID!" whoaaa now girlfriend, no no no are you gonna give me this nasty attitude when you don't even know what the heck you're talking about cause oh wait, that's right .. you weren't there for the conversation! and then we were outside of the classroom, and she was saying things under her breath. it's so childish .. at first, i was mad at corbi cause i don't mind if he repeats what i said, but repeat what was really said. but then i talked to him, and apparently he did tell her what was really said, and i believe him. but she was still mad and thought i just told him she's a whore .. yeahh, too bad i don't care enough to call her a whore. i told corbi what happened with this random immature drama outburst, and he was like, "W-T-F!" hahaha .. oh well, the whole thing made me chuckle.
after school, i came home and slept for a little. it felt good. i had mmm, good chicken fingers from mom-mom's work. they made me happy. then i was supposed to go shopping for my homecoming dress and halloween costume, but nope i didn't. my mom was tired .. i was being selfish and i was all mad at her, but i'm over it. i'm just really excited for homecoming and i'm wayyy too anxious for getting all my stuff. i'm going saturday though for sure, so yay! then my cable wasn't working in my room, and it made me sad cause i didn't get to watch 'halloween 2' on amc. booo, that sucked. but then it got fixed. i just had a bad night .. i cried a little and cursed, and then after a while i felt better. i'm very okay now :)
halloween is in 2 days! hooray! not 100% sure what i'm doing yet .. but i think i'm trick or treating with lizzie and matt, and then having a horror movie party with them and whoever else. but then corbi invited me over to watch scary movies and nessa wanted me to go trick or treating with her, so who knows. it's gonna be madd fun though! |
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